moving.on

Breaking up with someone you love is hard. Seeing that someone you love moving on and dating someone is harder. "I'm seeing someone right now" feels like millions of slaps on the face. Somehow it's ridiculously absurd that I should feel this way, hurtfully devastated, especially when I broke up with him for over 4 years already. Not to mention the fact that I have been with my current boyfriend for almost 3 years now. And I happen to know that he has had many girls. He just didn't break the news to me like this time.

Our relationship was complex. He couldn't even be considered as a boyfriend material yet there is something about him that I can't seem to get over. Something that keeps me coming back for more. I know I'm desperate. The act of emotional unfaithfulness is grave and selfish. Even though I feel considerably guilty that deep in my heart I still have a very tiny teeny weeny little feeling for this guy, I can't help myself from thinking about him and the past we once shared. Oh my gosh, I'm such a bad person.

I don't think it's because he's Swedish too though.

newly.purchased

As promised, here are some of the new stuff I bought on Saturday. To be completely honest, I am falling head over heels for stripes and lace at the moment. So much that I can't stop buying them and getting myself into this kind of 'i-will-never-buy-them-ever-again' situation over and over. Despite of the remorse I secretly feel, I constantly keep purchasing them anyway haha! I know I'm hopeless.

I particularly have a crush on this new pair of shoes too. They are gorgeous. It's just that I'm really not familiar with heels. I'm more like a flats wearer type of girl since they are way more comfy and I don't trip in them too. I bought the pair just so that I can match them with the dress I will wear to my friend's wedding next week. Some investment huh? Even my boyfriend said I would be as tall as him when I wear these ones. My original height (177 cms)+ my heels (5 cms) = 182 cms!!! That's somehow worrying right?

Stripe top


White lace long top/dress (I hope it's long enough to cover my buttom)


This necklace is such a bargain. Two euros only!!!


New black gladiator heels

casual.saturday

After five days of working and storming the hell out of my research paper, I reckon I need to give myself a decent break from all the stress. The weather has been changing constantly every single hour. It was really humid in the morning. Then it rained cats and dogs and it got all windy and stormy while I was on the way to see my friend. However, in the afternoon, I could barely walk around in the open-air bazaar without getting parched.

A shopping session with my friend today really was great. I bought a new pair of shoes, a necklace, a fedora plus a new bikini! I would show them to you tomorrow.

By the way, I met this one old lady during a life threatening experience on the boat. She was obviously lost and was seeking help from someone to take her to this hospital where she will visit her ill relative. I helped her out despite my horrible sense of direction. I was quite proud of myself yay!

william.rast.is.the.new.favourite

Something great happened today! I accidentally ran into two of my high school friends on the way back from work. I was like Oh My Gosh! It was such a great surprise. I think last time I met them was when we were at the graduation party in high school which has passed way too long ... 8 years already I suppose! Haha now I feel old. But it was just so amazing how quickly we all felt connected again. After all these years, our friendship hasn't changed a tiny bit. We talked about stuff, what we are doing now, our job, our study and yeah our boyfriends duhhh! Asking about other friends from the German class and how they get along with their lives. In fact, I still run into some of them once in a while. We were standing at the bus stop for a long time and ended up laughing till our jaws hurt. A reunion idea defo should be considered!

I can't believe it's gonna be Friday tomorrow. I have always loved Friday but tomorrow is going to be a bit better. My boss will take a day off and I love going into the office and not seeing my boss sitting there on her desk, ready to assign me another task. Love it! Tomorrow is going to be a great day.

Anyway, here are some of the photos from William Rast Fall 2010 collection. Fresh-off-da-runway! It is without a doubt now that Rast definitely rocked Bryant Park!

daisy.lowe

Still something about Valentine (And I even said I wasn't that blown away by the hype of it in the last post haha!) My boyfriend's Valentine card finally arrived yesterday and it lifted my soul up like nothing else. Apparently, it doesn't even look like a card you would give to a girlfriend on a Valentine's Day (what would you expect) but I appreciated what he did for me a lot. The things he wrote on the card was truly sweet plus it nearly made me cry. He is surely better in romantic stuff than I am.

Today I got an e-mail from a French retiree who used to work as a Manager of Chavannes de Bogis and also another famous Swiss department store called Manor in Geneva, stating that he would like to meet with the President. I inevitably had to wonder what they can possibly talk about. You get the idea. A legislative body and a shopping mall just don't go together...

Here's by the way, the gorgeous and refreshingly original figure, Daisy Lowe!
I love this look way way much! Matter of factly, I just bought one skirt resembling this one on the photo. I will upload the picture when I get a chance to wear it. Just that I won't be wearing a blazer because it's about 35 degree celcious here. Also not those pair of 5 inches high heels since I'm already 5'11"! How sad :(

valentine.day

I'm really not blown away by the hype of Valentine's Day that much. I can't even really celebrate it with since my boyfriend is not here. So I decided to just sit around at home and watch a whole bunch of romantic love films on cable channel all day long. I have seen most of them but sadly some still got me crying like crazy. At the end of the day, I missed my boyfriend even more. If he were here, we would have celebrated our 3rd Valentine's Day together. Anyhow, I still think it doesn't really matter how far and away he is. I feel like I always have him here in my heart. Absence makes the heart grow fonder! Happy Valentine's Day everyone!

My boyfriend dedicated this song to me on this Valentine :)

simply.elegant

Big OMG to this set of SS2010 fashion of anonymous designer (anonymous as in I don't really know who designed these stunning pieces of clothes)
It's just exactly what I love. Just a few of statements pieces in shade of basic colours for example white, black, grey, blue and beige. Amazingly simple and yet so stylish!